I matter

She told me she loved me, I can't believe it, I matter to her :D

Something I love but am not used to lol

Nothing I like more than being told how much I matter to her :)

Personal update

I haven't posted in a while on here, mostly because I've been busy with Sveta, who happens to be the reason I was depressed and needed this outlet in the first place.

I can't believe what's happened since then, I have pursued the a girl, she cares deeply about me, she's smart and wonderful and beautiful, and I feel like the luckiest person in the world. I never thought someone would care about me like this, it's amazing, and she tries to build me up too.

She's withdrawn a little bit I think but I'm not sure. She said she feels more loved than she's ever felt, I don't whether she likes me enough to stay though...

I guess we'll see lol